prevalent: there’s nothing that great about this moment. i want to live in the moment when i get the result that i’ve been working towards. i’m waiting for that moment, the monent at which i know i matter , to occur and then i’ll fully live and enjoy that moment. the other moments aren’t that important. i can live in the now, in that moment, but that moment is not about anything. so, why bother?

new way of being: when lucid, each moment has potentency. each moment is realized. the thrill of being is a fireworks show going off in my head.

if you measure success as allocation and manipulation of resources, the those are the moments you live in. 

if success is maximizing the brightness of your eternal energy, the try a new way of being.